I was born in the middle of the city and I have one big family. My father was working as an entrepreneur while my mother was a housewife. Besides, everyone thinks that my family was as happy as a clam at high tide. 

Unfortunately, I always quarreled with my family and feel like neglected because my brother and sister always get good achievements in studies while I as the oldest child always made trouble and make my parents feel burdened. 

My family was not as rich as an emperor, so anything that I wished on them sometimes not was fulfilled while my siblings always get what they wished. With this situation, I think that my parents do not love me anymore and I make a decision to keep silent in a sorrowful heart.

Day by day, it’s still the same thing that happened like sometimes I think that I’m the adopted child. One day, I have quarreling very badly with my sister because she stole my makeup stuff from my desk and make a mess in my room, so I got angry with it. My sister was very stubborn and she want everything to be her way either good or not.

Then, my mother asked, “What’s wrong with you, Alia? can you please be tolerated with your sister since you are the oldest children”. After that, my mother asked me to clean up the room on my own while my sister kept sticking out her tongue towards me and that make my heart felt as angry as a lion meanwhile my sister was not a kid anymore, she was twelve years old.

That day make me very sad and disappointed because my mother did not give me a chance to explain everything while I was the oldest child must be lost with the youngest child.

One day, when my alarm clock yells at me to get out of bed every morning, I wake up and I started to feel sick and my head felt nauseous. When I tried to wake up and stand, I felt very weak and dizzy. 

Then, I had checked my temperature and I was alright but I still felt like wanted to vomit and felt like my head very heavy and dizzy. I have not eaten anything since morning until the evening.

My mother suddenly got into my room and check my temperature. At the time, I felt very being appreciated because my mother looks worried about my condition. Then, she informed my condition to my dad.