March 01, 2021-  MONDAY

I woke up a bit late but I still manage to attend our synchronous class at 11am. I had an intermittent signal so I didn't absorb much information because I kept on going in and out on the video conference platform. I'm thinking that I'll just have to read the reading materials and topic by myself, just to catch-up. 

After all, this new set-up of learning really centers on self-study and self-pacing. Yes, it is hard but someday it's going to be worth-it.

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March 02, 2021-  TUESDAY

Today we had two synchronous sessions both in morning. This time, I was one of the discussant in one of our courses so I woke up and took my breakfast early to prepare, making sure that I can able to scrutinize all the vital points in the topic where I was assigned for.

Fortunately, I was able to delivered my mini-sharing of ideas in an effective way in the class. Another small achievement for me but the feeling was beyond what I expected for.

March 03, 2021-  WEDNESDAY

Today, I decided to purchase a KPOP merchandise, particularly albums via online. Since it is 3.3 mega shopping sale, I didn't miss the chance to check out some items that where already added to my cart a long time ago. It is my first time to collect an album from a Korean act because I have deeply gotten close with the group's journey wherein their strong bond really made them worth to stan. I also considered them as my life-savers because of their relaxing and uplifting music so I didn't really hesitate supporting them by buying their albums and merch.

March 04, 2021-  THURSDAY

This particular day was a normal one just like other Thursdays. I regularly visited my mother in Tapsihan. Then mid-afternoon, I headed back home to continue reading the remaining topics and also taking some rest. 

I guess the highlight for today's event was that I was able to thanked my Mom because she cooked my classic favorite dish of her  - Kalderetang Baka. Constantly giving appreciation to our parents not just make us a valuable son/daughter but also the feelings of our moms & dads to be acknowledged.

March 05, 2021-  FRIDAY

I was kind of disappointed in myself. We had a class in one of our major courses and our professor conducted a graded recitation. Sadly, I wasn't able to volunteer in participating in the discussion since I got so nervous. With all the pressures and tensions I had felt, I ended up stagnated. 

What I've realized in this certain experience of mine was the lack of confidence within me. I should be able to compose myself and should only be trusting my skills and capabilities. Once I solidify my belief in myself, success is 100% possible for me.

March 06, 2021-  SATURDAY

Due to what happened yesterday, I decided to strive more by reading and doing the remaining tasks I have. With this, I also wondered why I can't seem to reach my full academic potential. I guess it isn't my brain which should have cause of this issue but rather my lifestyle and outlook in life. 

That is why I set concrete goals for myself in order for me to become easily motivated and also in able to measure those goals.

March 07, 2021-  SUNDAY

I still chose to exert an effort in studying our major courses, but today I decided to somehow slow down. By afternoon, I invited my older sister to go in church. 

Our prayers and worships can really help us connect and reconnect with God. To be able to strengthen it even more. And also obeying His commandments every single day He gave us to live our life to the fullest.