Sit, back and relax.

Pressure from different institutions in life repressed us in a way we standardized ourselves to fit to what society demands. Last night I, myself choose to lie down from the seatworks or homework assigned.  I chose to relax and think about my existence in life. Instead of making homework, I chose to make time for myself , treat myself from the pressure of the society. I chose to exist for my own.

I always think about my existence; the reason why I exist, the purpose of my existence. All of these questions  continue to worsen my mood every 12:51 am before I sleep.  I imagine or think about what if’s . What if there was no pandemic occur? Could I living my college life to the fullest? Could I be more happier in my early 20s by watching cinema, theatre or partying? My thoughts on my quarter life crisis was approaching and I don't know what to do in the future. HUHUHU :((

Now, I knew  what important  was still 

I exist

To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering.

                            -Nietzsche