August 15th,

Oh my gosh, Alright. Eighth grade just started last week! And girls are wearing short shirts and edgy clothes. All of my friends have changed through the summer! Oh! Let me tell you about my summer! Our fun plans had to be cancelled, sadly. Because my mom came back from the hospital from her surgery but ended back in the hospital not long after. And I've been helping my sister around the house along with my 3 nephews! Donivan, who apparently wants me to listen to him, Frankie who has autism, and Leon who just started crawling. Yeah. By the way, I started my babysitting career! I earn money babysitting Leon while Ashley cooks and cleans! 

This year is a new year! I'm going to try being popular because I'd rather be chatting with friends 24/7 than having no one to talk to. Tell me what you think in the comments below! :)

September 1st

I'm now in a clique! I permanently sit with them during lunch now! I sit by Nayeli, Sabrina, Brooke, Willow, Kylie, Darius, Samantha, and a bunch of others that I don't yet know their name. It's amazing!

This is me throughout my whole entire life: 

September 7th, 2022

So yesterday - let me refresh your brain from last year. So Gibson said that he liked Sabrina - and Sabrina liked Gibson. But when school ended,  Lyssa texted me telling me that Gibson DOESN'T like Sabrina so I knew when school starts again, I'll make Gibson apologize 'cause that is NOT okay that he lied! 

And... I did! 

Hey, I just turned fifteen last week! A lot has happened. 

1. I'm in a new clique; with Bazil, Chloe, Josie, Anabel, Layna, Bella, Ryleigh, Riley, a few others, and Mack. 

2. I have a boyfriend - from my entire family and research, he might be my SOULMATE. It's crazy, right? 

3. I am not getting a phone anytime soon... 

4. Donivan got me in trouble for something I didn't do!

5. I might switch schools because of drama. 

6. My baby nephew will be born on December 1st, in a few days. 

7. And lastly, Anthony found out I like him!!

This is how he found out: I grabbed a cheeseburger and fries from the food area and sat right back down at the popular table. I was talking to my friends about what Anthony was wearing which was HOT. Josie had enough and said, "If you don't tell him you like him, I will." So I did. I wrote on a paper, "You have a secret admirer." Then, trying to cover up what I wrote afterwards with my hand, I walked over to his table. The note also said, "not me, I have a boyfriend remember?" even though we broke up weeks ago. I was legit just chatting with Vi lmao.

Then Josie just snatched it up and it "accidentally" tore. "oops?" I said, walking back to our table. She immediately wrote on a new piece of paper, "I like you" and said it was from me. Then walked over to him and came right back. She sat right down next to me and I laid my head onto her lap and sounded quite annoying that a boy kept giving me dirty looks. Vi came over to our table and told us he was FLATTERED. We all just screamed TWICE from the top of our lungs!!! Guess that's not just from movies, haha! And he STILL is my friend! 

Anthony said he's flattered.... 

*whining* WAIT RLY?? AHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

He is SO not a jerk like the other dudes I had a crush on. Afterwards, on my birthday my ex and I got back together. We went to watch a movie and he was holding my HAND! AHHHHH! 

I know what you're thinking. Gosh, what the heck is wrong with her? She's boy crazy. That's true. I like two guys. I went back with my ex when I like someone else. 

When my ex broke up again and Anthony started dating a girl, I started crushing hard on a senior. Yes. SENIOR. She had beautiful, slanted eyes, curly hair, a dimple, and just perfect. First time we met was when she came to visit my school to talk about drill. Which I was very much interested in joining. A couple were all over the cafeterias. I kept refusing to go over to talk to the two girls. That's when 

Chloe pushed me towards them. I looked directly in her eyes and immediately started having a full-on crush moment. I started stuttering, asking them questions. Chloe said my face was flush red. I kept flirting, too. I looked down at her (her name is Lily by the way) up and down twice. "I like your outfit" I said. She smiled and said, "thank you". I was doing a horrible job, and I was wearing pajamas and a robe, so I just ended the conversation and walked away. My blushing only got worse by the minute until Chloe realized I was crushing on the JROTC. The whole scenario

was humiliating. When science rolled around, we were supposed to be silent and do our work, but I kept freaking out because I never liked a girl this much before and I started to have a panic attack. Well, at least I think it was. I started breathing rapidly, feeling pins and needles in my hands and feet, lightheaded, heart racing, getting hot and cold. The whole thing. On Incoming Freshmen night, I walked through the high school doors, borrowing my mom's phone. I walked all over, feeling really confident. I ran into Samantha and gave her a quick hug. She started getting all sweet - 

Which I now know she was just being phony. But she was all like "OMG, Takarah! You came! I was hoping you would show up!" She was the only person I spotted first thing, which I knew well of. I wanted to make an impression around the high school students. I wanted to act cool and make them realize that I actually HAVE friends. I searched the entire 2 cafeteria's for either more friends or Lily. The memory I had of her was already burry so closest person I can find that resembled the curly brown hair would do. I started walking around a couple times until I saw Allyson