This story tells of a girl named "Alecia Qirana Putri" or often called "Cia". Cia is 17 years old and in grade 12 of high school. Cia is the last child of 2 siblings, she has an older brother who is very close to her named "Alvico Saputra" or can be called "Vico". Cia also has a lover named "Ayden Biyantara" and can be called "Ayden

VICO

AYDEN

CIA

IN THE MORNING

"morning all"-  greeted all my family members who were having breakfast,

"Morning too honey" - mom and dad greeted my greeting with a smile, while my brother was just busy eating his food. I sat next to my brother and ate my breakfast

"cia, who are you going with? i can't accompany you anymore" - brother opened his voice by occasionally eating his food

"I'm going with Ayden, bro, it just so happens that he also said last night that we're leaving together" - I said by biting into my sandwich, my brother just nodded his head

AT SCHOOL

"cia, you'll come home from school with me again, okay?.. study properly, don't sleep while the teacher is explaining. I'll go to my class first okay, see you" - Ayden spoke softly and cared for me. I nodded and waved. Ayden entered his class and I entered mine, our classes were separated because we had different majors. The days at school went very well and were fun, but I still took the time to go to the library to study with focus, because soon the school's final exams would be held, and I had to find out what major I would choose when I entered university.

AT NIGHT

I sat on my bed, and listening to music from my cellphone, suddenly a message notification came in on my cellphone. I opened the message from my brother's number, when I opened it I was very surprised because in the photo my brother was in the middle of the road full of blood. The text of the message was "cia, I am your brother's friend, your brother had an accident, now he is being taken to the hospital" silent and limp

That night we all went straight to the hospital to see my brother's condition, I sat on the waiting chair crying, I was very shocked and sad to hear that my brother had an accident.. I looked down crying, my mother strengthened me, I looked around looking for my father but I couldn't find my father...

  that night it was announced that my brother had died due to an accident, everything felt like a dream, it was not easy for me to lose him, namely a brother who really loves me, takes care of me, and always cheers me on...

  starting from that day, slowly the color in my day, and my happiness faded a bit, but i still have Ayden beside me to hug me when i miss my brother..
  but there is one thing that confuses me, from the night my brother died until today it has been 2 days since my father disappeared.

2 weeks later after the death of my brother and the disappearance of my father, I felt that everything had changed drastically, when I asked my mother where did my father go, but my mother always denied my question..

but, I stay strong through all of this because I have Ayden beside me to cheer me up, and calm me down when I cry.

but all that can't get rid of my longing for my father and brother

Tonight I was on the balcony of my room looking at the stars in the sky

My cellphone rang, when I looked it turned out that there was a voice call from Ayden

"Hello"- I greeted softly

"Hello honey, I'm allowed to join the race tonight. The prize if you win is very big"- Ayden said excitedly, there was the noise of motorcycles and cheers, I already knew it was definitely on the race track

I waited until 11pm waiting to hear back from Ayden, but not a single message has been sent to me.

it was already 12 at night, my cellphone rang from a number that I thought was strange but I knew it

when I saw it was the number from the police

I immediately picked up the voice call

"good evening, is this Miss Alecia?" - asked the policeman

"yes I'm alecia"-I said nervously

"we are from the police guarding the racing arena, at the racing arena there was an accident and your boyfriend was a victim of the accident, we checked his cellphone and the last call on the phone was your number, we have taken your boyfriend to the hospital **** "- police explained emphatically, I immediately disconnected the voice call unilaterally and I immediately went limp, and felt shortness of breath

"not again" - I muttered