The whole idea of it makes me feel

like I am about to fly up.

Up to where all the happiness is,

escaping from misery.

You tell me it is too early to be looking back,

But that is because you have forgotten

The limit of playing computer,

Bed time that I have to sleep at 9:00 pm,

0r even just can’t hang out with my friends.

On Turning Thirteen

But now I am mostly at my computer,

watching Youtube and play any game I want.

Back then I never fell so much freedom,

Not having routine or had to be lock.

This is the beginning of happiness.

Hanging out with my friends,

Sleeping late or choose what to eat for dinner.

It seems only yesterday I used to believe

that I was locked from the outside like a prisoner.

But now I went over to my friend’s house,

We played games. I smile