Today, I just attended two of our classes and

after, I went to Quiapo in Manila to have my new eyeglasses. I am really thankful that someone gave me money because I am really having a hard time to read with my old one.

My eyegrade went to +2.25 from +1.50 and I am somehow guilty because I don't like wearing my eyeglasses. From that day on, I promised not to remove my classes anymore if I am awake because it can make my eye condition worse.

Our only professor for today shared about her and her husband's lovelife. I really admire this professor a lot because I guess they made a functional and happy family, something that I don't have. I was thinking what if I have the same, would I feel better?

She also shared that her husband was her 1st and last boyfriend and I dwellt again on my regrets of being in a relationship at a young age, which eventually didn't worked.

I have a lot of things to do today and but since it is Wednesday, I decided to do my devotion of hearing mass at Baclaran Church and praying to the Mother of Perpetual Help. I adopted this belief from my mother and it helped me a lot in making my spirituality stronger as a devout Catholic.

My faith is something I love about myself and even if a lot of people don't understand what Catholic beliefs are all about, I still keep with what I believe in as long as I know I am not harming any other people.

We only have 1 class during Thursdays and it is in the afternoon. I am really demotivated and I know there is a tendency that I will sleep in class. I attended our synchronous session in my cellphone because I am too lazy to set up my                 laptop.

I am sleepy but I know that my conscience cannot take it to sleep during class hours so I just hold my sleepiness and try to listen to our professor. Good thing that the lesson is interesting.  So I just slept after our class.