I saw my book entitled Titser. While waiting for my mom to the terminal I spend my time reading. The book explores the reality of being a teacher. People got discriminated against because they chose to be teachers whose income was low and cannot make you rich. I asked myself again knowing the consequences of this profession. But I’m in the process of believing I can. For the sake of future generations and to promote education for all. 

Day 50: March 8

My friend’s dad died. 

As a friend we went to her dad's wake to give our sympathy. But before that I was torn if I would go or just accomplish my task. But then when I remembered my professor of social sciences she said “ attending on wake is a social responsibility” also she was my close friend’s dad. I spent my night there and I don’t regret anything because I was here on her happy moments and I want to be there on her deepest and sadness moment because she was also there for me when I was in that situation and as a friend, I will be there always and forever.

Day 51: March 9

My body knows if I need rest. I woke up tired and late this morning. I’m done to list my today’s activities but in afternoon I was so sleepy, I refuse to recognize those sleepiness and continue working. Suddenly, while typing I feel sleepy and work up dinner time. I realize my body knows if she need rest. You know what after napping I feel recharge and feel good again.  

Day 52: March 10

During our lesson on utilitarianism. Honestly I watched the crash course multiple times to understand it clearly. And my take away for today is sometimes we need to give up our own happiness for the sake of grater people. It might sound unfair but when I see smiles on the people I loved the most, I am become happy too. As a future educator, we need to meet half way when it comes to decision making because we must prioritize the happiness of the majority or if we can happiness of  all, of our students. 

Day 53: March 11